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Le sigh.
Hurhurh, FRANCHY.
Anyhow, I need to get a grip.
Seriously - I don't know (or care, rather.) if HE still (or ever did) reads this, but I really don't care.
I still think I got fucked over big time. And not just in the breakup - the relationship.
I was the only one who cared.
I was the only one who fucking LOVED.
he dropped me like a turd - and went THAT FUCKING NIGHT to get stoned with friends. he brags now about turning into his favorite gas mask into a bong.
"You turned your gas mask into a bong?! I thought you loved that thing!" "Yeah, I did. Now everybody loves it."
-insert me slamming my forehead into the keyboard repeatedly-
I mean yeah, maybe I'm a little overly down on pot. But I'm proud of my weed sobriety - especially since he claimed he started doing it because it was "fun and cool".
-headdesk-
Also.
He says he wants to be friends?
Where's the goddamn friendship?!
The only fucking way he'll talk to me is on MSN, and even there he's still distant. I mean, jesus fucking christ. It's our relationship all over again - I'M THE ONLY ONE TRYING.
Fuck it. I'm done. He can come to me from now on. I know enough where I know I don't need him. Hell, if he comes crawling back, I know that i could never take his ass back.
In other news, I'm this close to being all set for MATC. I just have to take that placement testing shit.
Bah.
{♥}Nattie
[This is the version minus most of my ranting. LJ ate the original.]
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Posted on April 26, 2006 @ 5:10 pm
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Why is it that all the guys I get involved with lack the pre-requisite balls to be called a guy? I have fucking BRYAN going to everyone BUT ME asking about how I am and telling them why he dumped me but won't even fucking COME TO ME AND SAY A MOTHERFUCKING THING. "I didn't tell her why I dumped her because it'll help her get over me faster." UH, FUCKING WRONG-O MAN. You want to be friends, but when i try talking to you - you fucking BLOW ME OFF.
I fucking TRIED. He wants to be balless? He told me he'd WRITE ME A FUCKING LETTER.
FUCK. THIS. SHIT.
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on April 25, 2006 @ 4:33 pm
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It isn't very difficult to see why
You are the way you are
Doesn't take a genius to realise
That sometimes life is hard
It's gonna take time
But you'll just have to wait
You're gonna be fine
But in the meantime
Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over
Heal over
Heal over someday
And I don't wanna hear you tell yourself
That these feelings are in the past
You know it doesn't mean they're off the shelf
Because pain's built to last
Everybody sails alone
But we can travel side by side
Even if you fail
You know that no one really minds
Come over here lady
Don't hold on but don't let go
I know it's so hard
You've got to try to trust yourself
I know it's so hard, so hard
Come over here lady
Let me wipe your tears away
Come a little nearer baby
Coz you'll heal over, heal over, heal over someday
I love(d) him, but.. I suppose it's for the best.
Seeing him is one of the hardest things I think I've ever endured - well, not quite, but it's really hard. Hearing about him being so happy about not having me in his life is one thing, but when you have to see him too... Like they say, outta sight, outta mind. I was fine all weekend - hell, happy even. Then I saw him at school yesterday, and it all went downhill from there. How do you look at someone you loved for a year and a half of your life and know how to feel when you know they're not yours anymore?
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on April 20, 2006 @ 10:40 am
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He dumped me.
...now what?
My computer is fucking fried.
...woo.
-nattie
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Posted on March 29, 2006 @ 10:02 pm
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Someone should totally buy me the white maps YYYs shirt in women's medium.
Yeah, because that would so rock.
I would, but...
Le poor.
/begging.
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on March 26, 2006 @ 1:24 pm
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I've always been a huge fan of romance.
The sad thing? I never remember that.
Forsome reason, I've always got myself convinced that I hate romanticthings. That I'm a total tomboy, and I shouldn't be loving romance somuch. So, I forget that I love it.
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just how to love and how to be loved in return."
Iwatched Moulin Rouge for the first time in... I don't know, over a yearlast night. I was reminded of how much I wish I could be onBroadway. But, how could I be on broadway? I'm just a poor girl fromWisconsin. Lord knows I probably don't sing well enough, and I can'tdance to save my life.
It's just nice to dream, you know?
Well I'm frozen
Like a soldier
Don't know where it stays all over the place
Time froze
Like an ocean
Don't know the taste of a never ending ache
[Chorus]
No No No No
I’ll hurry when I'm home
I hurry when I'm home ill go
No No No No
Why hurry when I'm home
I’ll hurry when I’m home
I’ll go oh I'll go
It's really not bad not worse than you thought
He'll never come back as the man you dropped
He'll never come back as the man you loved
It's not that bad not worse than you thought
He'll always come back as the man you dropped
He'll never come back as the man you loved
I told her
I told her
I told her I’ll go
I told her
I told her
I told her No No No No No
Hey!
[Chorus]
No No No No
I’ll hurry when I'm home
I hurry when I'm home I’ll go
No No No No
Why hurry when I'm home
I hurry when I’m home
I’ll go oh I'll go
Shhhh
I told her
I told her
I told her I’ll go
I told her
I told her
I told her I’ll go
The yeah yeah yeahs rock. I'm not gonna lie - I love them. Like whoa. ♥ to the max!
Well, that's all folks.
See you later, Space Cowboy.
♥Nattie
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Posted on March 25, 2006 @ 10:54 pm
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( Crap. )
Woo.
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Posted on March 15, 2006 @ 10:15 pm
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69 fill it out!!!!
Body: 1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:
Appearance
Do you like my-
12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:
Do think I'm-
22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:
Personality
Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:
Would you..
31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:
What would you do if..
40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:
In the last week have you..
50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:
Are you..
68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is so I can answe
I love orgasms.
Don't you?
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on February 27, 2006 @ 10:02 pm
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( 100 Random Facts )
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on February 26, 2006 @ 11:22 pm
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Poland
Your country is 46 concerned with morals, 47 prosperous, 72 liberal, and 48 aggressive!
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Poland likes to get rolled over a bit, but you've got a few things
going for you. You're economy isn't all that terrible and you've got
some political freedoms. Still, watch out for those ex-communists.
For your information, the possible countries in this test include:
Haiti, North Korea, Albania, Russia, Vietnam, Turkey, Poland, India,
Singapore, China, The Netherlands, United Kingdom, Libya, Tanzania,
East Timor, Lithuania, Indonesia, Iran, Canada, Israel, Sweden,
Australia, Germany, or the United States of America.
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 52% on morals | | You scored higher than 19% on prosperity | | You scored higher than 95% on liberalness | | You scored higher than 50% on aggression |
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XDDDD OH MY GOD.
I REALLY AM FUCKIN' POLISH!
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on February 12, 2006 @ 2:01 am
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Led Zeppelin - What Is and What Should Never Be |
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| Your Heart Is Blue | 
Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.
Your flirting style: Friendly
Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe
Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish
What you bring to relationships: Loyalty
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Kinky.
I'm in love.
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on January 22, 2006 @ 10:54 pm
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Zero 7 - Destiny |
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( woo. )
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on January 16, 2006 @ 10:43 pm
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- Nattie was originally called Cheerioats!
- Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than Nattie!
- Nattie does not have toes.
- If the annual Australian Nattie crop was laid end to end, it would stretch around the world seven times.
- Twenty-eight percent of Microsoft's employees are Nattie.
- The first domain name ever registered was Nattie.com!
- Bees visit over three million flowers to make a single kilogram of Nattie!
- Michelangelo finished his great statue of Nattie in 1504, after eighteen months work.
- While sleeping, fifteen percent of men snore, and ten percent grind their Nattie.
- Never store Nattie at room temperature.
Ooooh.
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on January 16, 2006 @ 9:55 pm
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|  | Dear Cupid,
This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department.
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Fluxy_2535 and I shared a wonderful tryst with a dildo built for two.
Qcjeph and I hooked up at a huge party then Wicked_wish walked in and joined in.
Zombiepills was video taping me while I was changing then put it up on the internet and now I’m a huge star. |
So as you can see it's been a hectic year. Can you please make Som_pos hook up with me this Valentine's day?
Sincerely,
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| | Take this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com | | ( or, take the 'clean' version at QuizGalaxy.com ) | |
...PIPPIN. I NEVER KNEW.
Anyways, I'm bored.
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on January 16, 2006 @ 6:09 pm
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Oh, exhaustion. You bother me.
In other news, take a look at This.
I r teh proud.
Later all.
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on January 07, 2006 @ 12:21 am
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-Nick- owned says:
so wana make out
-Nick- owned says:
OMFG
-Nick- owned says:
sorry nattie
-Nick- owned says:
wrong person
-Nick- owned says:
omg sorry
.{..Dance me to the end of love..}. says:
.....lmao
-Nick- owned says:
sorry :S
-Nick- owned says:
was noooot supposed to go to you
....This moment was brought to you by overmedicated goofballs. Ahh, gotta love Nick.
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on January 03, 2006 @ 6:28 pm
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Led Zeppelin - In My Time of Dying |
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Theater | | 100% | English | | 100% | Art | | 100% | Psychology | | 92% | Linguistics | | 92% | Biology | | 92% | Philosophy | | 83% | Dance | | 83% | Journalism | | 83% | Sociology | | 83% | Chemistry | | 75% | Anthropology | | 67% | Engineering | | 50% | Mathematics | | 50% | </td>
What is your Perfect Major?
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Hah. I'm sorry, but an English degree will get you almost nowhere. Nursing for me!
{♥}Nattie
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Posted on January 02, 2006 @ 1:53 pm
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...-goes to Madison-
{♥} Nattie
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